moved. (;

i just came back from phsvb gathering, other than just playing ball, what's more heart warming will be the catching up. practically we shared everything that we could, but more of it will be knowing how each and everyone getting along and what are they been doing. there's this one conversation got me thinking real hard, but first i want to thank everybody for being my friend and really appreciate all of you.

i guess this is the one that is hard to keep it up, this is the period where we do see one another after much effort to sms, setting up thru facebook, going thru people to confirm that you are coming, etc. here got me thinking, during the next 3.5 years, how much can i hold to each and every relations? do i lose any of you after that? and i hope i dont lose anyone that is close to my heart - janis, evon, meihui, maybel, lianxin, zoe, minmin, sandra, layyoong, wanhuei, janet, laiyien, june, gillian, zhijun, shirui, xiaoling, n182. there are still few more, and the list can go on forever. i could not see what is lies ahead, just need to continue walking till the end of it.
till then.

as You are, so are we.
one thing for sure, i will not forsake You.

this is my campus and where i will be staying (;

Campbelltown Campus
Modern, state-of-the-art facilities

Campbelltown offers a unique balance between city and rural Pre-departure. About one hour by road or rail from the Sydney CBD, it is a city set in a landscape of rolling hills and farms. The 166-hectare Campbelltown campus is located on Narellan Road, Campbelltown. The Macarthur Square Shopping Centre is directly adjacent to the campus, providing easy access to shops and food outlets for students.

Surrounding community information
The city has a population of 150,000, and the average age of its residents is 30 years. Campbelltown is rich in culture and heritage with many historic sites and buildings scattered throughout the city that are a reminder of early colonial history. Campbelltown is an energetic, lively city offering a unique combination of city opportunities in a country atmosphere. Recreational activities abound with venues for golf, swimming, tennis, horse riding and fascinating walks in the nearby Mt Annan Botanic Gardens - Australia's largest botanic garden, with an abundance of birdlife and native plant species.

44 more days, how fast can i be?

i always wanted to give a part of me to many people who need help, yet i dont know how to comfort them.
i always wanted to have a good chat over phone, yet i dont know how to continue a long conversation.
i always wanted to go a extra mile, yet i probably dont have the capacity to do so.
i always wanted to know how to express myself, yet i could not put words across all the time.
i always wanted to help, yet always feel so helpless.
etc.

my imperfection.

thankyou maomao(;

this is the time i need a break.
sit there and do nothing, just let the day goes by and waiting for the sky to drop some money down for me! 

just a thought, and decided to pen it down
sometimes, get upset over things, because firstly you didnt expect it to happen nor to end. but well i guess, this was one lesson learnt, these few days i start to get emotional up once again, is not because it have to end, but what has it happen aft it ended, sometimes it just need to pay for, and never put a expectation on it after that, cause at the end of the day, end up hurting will be yourself, and others would get to know nor feel it. well, this is life guess, just have to always put a smile on and goes on.
but i have something to thanks for is that, i am going away real soon to pursue something i want and thank God for that. i cant wait for it to come, 71 days more... (; and i found pastor phil's church, super far away from my school ); boo! 

my friends and i will be doing a charity concert on 19 dec @ SMU.
so please visit http://www.wearwithlove.org/ to register! 
and please do come if you have register.